Monday, October 7, 2013

Trudging On

It seems like every step I take forward I take 2 steps backwards.  I don't know what I'm doing wrong and I don't know how to fix it.  It's frustrating.  It's annoying.  It's hard.  It's depressing.  I find myself yelling at my students.  I find myself giving up in front of my students.  I find myself working hours on hours on lesson plans and activities that last only for about 5 minutes because my students cannot keep it together.  Or is it that I can't keep them together?  It's only Monday and I'm finding myself giving up after everything that I do.  But, I keep showing up,  I keep spending hours on hours on those lesson plans, and I keep fake smiling everyday.  I hope it's enough to change things around...

-Ms. P

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